Monday, November 3, 2008


Well for the last 2 weeks I have been super depressed waiting for our LOA. We have been waiting 81 days now for our Letter of Approval from China. This has not been an easy wait by any means. I know who my daughter is, I look at her beautiful pictures every morning and every evening telling her how much her daddy and mommy loves her. And I promise her that I will come get her soon to bring her home to her forever family. Yet I am completely helpless waiting for China to give us permission to come and get her. I want her now and I don't want to wait any longer. So last night I had a dream that my husband and I and my aunt Bonnie were climbing up a very long flight of spiral stairs to the top of a building, climbing and climbing I felt as though we would never reach the top. Every time I looked up all I saw was more stairs winding all the way to heaven. My husband's phone rang but I couldn't hear him speaking as he was much further than I was. When I finally reached the top, my aunt and husband were already there in a huge room in front of a computer. They told me to quickly look and on the screen were 3 huge beautiful letters...LOA. We finally received it. Hmmmm either someone is trying to tell me something or I am so desperate at this point that I can't even escape those letters, not even in my sleep. Oh I will keep praying.